{ari's birthday} i feel unfettered by anxiety; the first time, perhaps, since never. i can't think of a time i wasn't consumed by it: school, loans, career. none of it matters enough to sicken myself over. i've lived with my thoughts in solitude for so long that i think i might have lost the ability to speak clearly. maybe i never spoke clearly. i'm thankful for now.

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