it was exhilirating to think over whether i should wear pants or a skirt, and if i should add lots of accessories or be conservative, hair up, down or in-between? --i took the most time with which shoes? i selected and improvised, and caught lots of eyes.

now i don't know what to wear tomorrow.

i don't know how to articulate how much i want this. i am so completely bored at home: how many times can i actually sweep the floor and see the difference? i want to be a part of something that i can measure (qualitatively and quantitatively) my contributions. i want to feel as if i am somehow growing--not just some locked away liberal arts major.

i also want my alergies would go away, but i can't say i always get what i want. so here's to hoping i wowed.