i lost my weekend to that damn book.

definitely well written, but just not satisfying. i don't feel glorious or high, or whatever other euphoria it is that i associate with a fucking awesome story. before spin i would have said mind blowing--but it blew my mind (three times!) and i feel like i missed something.

i am so fuckjkking tired from staying up to finish that goddamn book. i've been eschewing most forms of caffeine, but today i need it.

ugh: more training. at least this will be the last of it and i am over the eom crunch time. i'll get to do boring shit: getting supplies; updating handbooks; catching up on communications.