{condicio sine quo non}

husband has discovered that he likes one of the neighbors. he has been creeping over there after dark, like the fat cat on the prowl for more food. this has strangely left me with more time alone in the evening. i suppose i use it poorly, however, i did experiment with nail polish, something i haven't done since high school.

nail polish is weird.

i've seen this suggestion crop up more in the news: that shorter durations of deep sleep is more beneficial than one long stretch. it is strange: we constantly strive how to optimize our lives. fallacious! aggregates are not to be applied to individuals! averages are true of averages!

so tired.

i don't know what i want to wear to work. i do know i don't want to go to work. i'd rather shuffle into a coffee shop and read a damn book.