angry angry angry.

i don't know how to express my anger. i think i'm mostly mad because i'm accustomed to having so much time to myself. now i work full time and see husband the rest of the time. i know we're married, but i am a fucking introvert--lack of time alone makes me irritable and distracted.

and i hate being angry.

fat cat, after being shut indoors for a mere 24 hours, is frantically exiting and entering the house, as if he has a quota to meet.

he also will not SHUT THE FUCK UP.

and i feel dirty. and my sinuses are congested. and it is too fucking hot. and i am so whiney. and ungrateful.

i make myself angrier.

i'll feel better when i shower and change the sheets tomorrow.